a 21-year-old man with depression has made the most gut-wrenching final video to his family , telling them not to blame themselves and reassuring them there is nothing they could have done to stop him taking his own life .
while the chilling song ` goodbye my lover ' by james blunt is playing in the background , the distressing three-minute footage shows chris ball repeatedly saying that no one should take the blame for his disease and expressing his unconditional love for his mother , four siblings and his girlfriend .
on september 14 last year , chris 's brother jayden - who is only one year younger - and their stepfather found chris 's body along with a